
Panchen
From one door way to another
A Real Champ of a Dog!
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Blind, Travelin'
Silver Dog
Panny Panorama
The Travelin' Man
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It's January 13, 2008. I must journal about this little dog for myself. I don't care if anyone else is interested. Born September 25, 1996, Panchen was one of the dogs CeeCee picked up at the Canadian border in 2000. The first time I saw him was in Virginia, the spring of 2005, Dog Party weekend. Although he'd been with Jim Fitzsimmon's and later with an elderly aunt, when I met him he was living with Ceese and Mac. Mac called him Champ. Every night, prior to climbing the stairs to the second story, Panchen joined in the nightly opera sung by Ceese, Mac and the dogs. Seated in the kitchen, including the dogs, in a sing-songy voice Ceese would say, "SING!" The dogs - each and every one of them - threw back their heads, wolf-fashion - and howled. The cacophony lasted about 20 seconds, at which time Ceese and Mac would applaud the dogs' efforts. Treats for all and off to bed. Panchen slept in bed with Mac. His job was to go to the bank with Mac, a job he took seriously. Ceese's house is situated down a long narrow lane in a wooded area. Each morning Panchen, Namse and Tom went for a walk down the lane with Mac. Here's two photos of Panchen, taken during my trip.
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That summer, the summer of 2005, Panchen came to Colorado. Although it had been four years since he'd been with Drepung and Katu, they greeted each other with obvious recognition. Panchen mated with Garma and on Panchen's 9th birthday, his puppies - Vajra, Arsha and Chandra - were born.
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| After mating with Garma that summer, he was diagnosed with glaucoma. He underwent surgery to relieve the pressure in the eyeballs created by glaucoma. Dr. Hammond, an eye specialist, asked me if Panny had headaches. How was I to know?! The morning after his surgery, he greeted me with Panorama Dance, something I hadn't seen in a while. In the photos below, Panchen is blind. | |
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Blind Dog
I follow the blind dog
Over the twisted trail,
Bled by the wild-rose thorns
Where he lashed his comet tail.
I follow the blind dog,
Crying to my star: O star
Of a passionate pagan's desire
Lead me to the truths that are.
Patrick Kavanagh
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In the spring - wasn't it the spring? - of 2007 Panchen boarded a plane for what I thought would be his forever home.

Gail with Pip, Panchen and B.
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The cast of writers,
identified by font color:
Debby
Susan
Vickie
Read excerpts from Gail's emails about Panchen.
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Vickie, January 12, 2008, on Panchen's transition:
These amazing beings love us and trust us implicitly. It just isn't part of their awareness that they should need to telegraph anything to us in order for their needs to be met or their well-being ensured. They are quite sure that we, as their pack leaders, operate only in their best interest at all times. Emotional selfishness is not a concept in dogdom and they don't know how hard we sometimes have to fight against it ourselves.
Okie doke. I'll call the vet on Monday and make an appointment to have
him checked out. I'll also call the groomer and have her add him to her
list of attendees on the 19th (or whenever it is). My kids are being
somewhat snotty with him, but I suspect it won't last very long.
Rinchen is probably the worst, and if I remember he wasn't much nicer to
Sammy when he first came either.
All three of mine usually sleep on the bed with me.
He's gonna be FINE.
Susan
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Yeah, they are going to work it out just fine. But I'm glad you
mentioned that it is his job to acclimate to their house rather than the
other way around.
We'll catch you up again tomorrow if not sooner.
By the way I forgot to ask Gail if she was flea and ticking them.
Could you send me her email address?
Oh yeah, and any advice on how to deal with his peeing in the house?
I'm assuming he's just marking everything because he just got here and
will "get over it" as soon as we establish an indoor outdoor routine.
And, if I catch him when it's happening, I pick him up and carry him
outside. But???? Is there something else I should or shouldn't be
doing? Mostly he marked everything outside before we came in, but then
he drank a bunch of water and he's ready to start again....
Thanks
Susan
First night
well, I'm glad that's over, and the next one had better come soon.
all is fine, but it was NOT restful.
Early in the night, Panchen and Sammy slept peacefully side by side.
That was before I went to bed.
Once I tried to go to bed it got complicated because my other kids were
sort of boycotting. I moved from the bedroom to the living room, then
back to the bedroom, each time with a different configuration of dogs or
no dogs.
Then we all got up.
Then Panchen and I went outside....just in case.
Then he was awake but unhappy on the bed, so I left him in the living
room with the other dogs.
Then he moaned....That was the worst....the sad lonely moaning....He
yodeled and moaned and it broke my heart. That's when he really
realized he didn't have his own pack anymore.
Sometime around 4:30 I gave up and actually slept for a couple of hours,
and when I woke up Sammy was asleep next to me and Panchen was ready to
play a tiny bit.
He ate a good breakfast and has been wandering around bumping into
things and plotting courses. There are 3 doors in and out of the
house. I've made one of them totally inaccessible, but the other two
are complicated enough with steps and porches and decking that makes him
think it's okay to pee since he peed on the deck at Gails...
Poor guy. What a job he has ahead of him.
My kids are still staying clear of him, and he's lost.
At the moment he's outside barking at something. Raji started it and
Panchen decided to back her up. Nothing serious.
I definitely don't know what I'm doing.
I haven't separated the "new dog" stuff from the "blind" stuff....
Barking is escalating. Guess I'll go moderate.
Susan
PS Can he see even light and dark????
Okay, Panchen has settled down into his new bed and all the
puppies seem
to have settled.
Well, yeah, but there goes a neighbor dog barking and everyone (except
lazy slug Sammy) is on alert.
It's interesting to have a new bark in the house; his is entirely
different from any of the others....
Luckily I don't have to do anything today except watch over the puppies.
I'm hoping for a day like yesterday -- sunny and mild -- in which case
we can spend a lot of time outside.
All will be well as soon as Panchen realizes that he is safe and loved
here. Unfortunately it may take a while, since he has been shunted
around so much. On the other hand, Raji got it pretty quick,
so....Let's hope he finds peace soon.
Time to read the paper and drink tea.
Well, maybe not, Rinchen thinks it's time to play.
Oh well....
Susan
Thanks for the updates. I've got a suggestion or two, which I'll send your
way soon. Has he stopped hiking his leg? Gail said this was never a
problem...If this is an issue, there is a protocol that's works well, if
used with consistency.
I'm not sure exactly what is going on with his peeing. He
did it once
this morning, but I really think he just hasn't got it clear what the
inside/outside parameters are on this new place and how to
navigate/negotiate going outside. Of course it may just be ME that
doesn't know that stuff. My "problem" is that since my dogs have their
own dog door, I don't know what their schedules are or even if they have
them. They just go in and out as they please. Apparently at Gail's
house P could just go out a door onto a deck and pee there. Here there
is a front door and also a door from my bedroom and they each lead to
other porches with more steps to navigate; also I don't know what
Gail's flooring issues were. Here he has bare wooden floor and rugs
indoors, and then the front screened porch probably feels just like the
deck at her house where he was allowed to pee.....Poor little guy.
Okay, now he's doing a wander around the house, and of course I'm going
to worry that he wants to go out but doesn't know how to tell me. I
know, I do this with every new puppy/dog, blind or sighted. It will be
fine. I am just nervous about his needs, and anxious that he feel safe
as soon as possible.
He does spend a lot of time finding places to just sit and appear to be
listening and smelling. Whenever I see him doing that I try to give him
a bit of a voice so he knows where I am....
I'll look forward to the book on living with blind dogs. Also Gail
mentioned someone (Chris?) who she used as a resource regarding the
blindness?
Gotta go be with them instead of talking about them.
Later
Susan
Tell Susan to start scent marking for Panny. Use one scent exclusively
for thresholds going outside and another scent marking a step-down
(separate step-down scents to differentiate between interior and
exterior). She could also use a separate sent to mark common pathways in
the house.
Poor Panchen.
He cries.
Breaks my little heart.
I've heard all kinds of vocalizing from my dogs, but I realize that he
has introduced two new ones: a longing sort of a moan and what seems to
be crying....Not noises I want to hear a lot of....
Some of my Gompas have haunting vocalizations. Do you have a good book you can curl up on the couch with, him at your side. During this transition, I think lots of body contact with you would be beneficial. Quiet. Calm. Physical contact. Don't pamper and soothe him...be strong, but 'there' for him. This is why I suggest reading. It keeps you busy, not catering to his (albeit appropriate) behavior, yet you are there as a leader for him.
I do have an excellent book.
And now I have an excuse to read even before "before bed".
Great idea/plan.
Susan
okie doke.
I've been watching him learn to navigate the rooms and the outdoor areas
already, so I'm not very worried. He does seem to understand "up" for
getting up each step. He also seems to know when he gets lost in the
garden areas that as soon as he can find gravel again he's at least on
one of the right tracks. He'll have it all memorized soon.
Susan
Panchen's First Night and Day here
He's doing well....I have to assume and hope.
He's clearly disoriented and working hard to fix that. I have no idea
if dogs go through a period like a person would of figuring "everything
will go back to normal soon", or if they get immediately with the
program of figuring out the present situation. Ah well, either way, it
will be fine soon.
I have a couple of questions, and will certainly have more as time goes
on.
1. What were you using for flea and tick control and on what schedule?
2. Were you using particular scents to mark parts of the house? It has
been suggested, and I'm thinking that if you did, it would make the most
sense for me to use the same ones -- i.e. vanilla for doorways, sage
for steps, etc.
3. Did you bring a leash? I don't know where I put it if you did.
4. Has he been chipped? Do you know his AVID number if so?
I've taken some pictures, but they are on the other computer. I'll send
some soon.
Susan
Sun is OUT, and that's where we are all going too.
Life is always better from the yard.
Later
Susan
We just came in from an hour or two of gardening. I pruned, Panchen
explored. He's so much more relaxed already. Here are some pictures,
including one of Raji on the couch on the front porch with the Koala
Bears, and one of Panchen and Sammy cuddled together in the armchair
(posed, not quite natural, I have to admit).
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Gail, He's doing well....I have to assume and hope.
He's clearly disoriented and working hard to fix that. I have no idea
if dogs go through a period like a person would of figuring "everything
will go back to normal soon", or if they get immediately with the
program of figuring out the present situation. Ah well, either way, it
will be fine soon.
I have a couple of questions, and will certainly have more as time goes
on.
1. What were you using for flea and tick control and on what schedule?
2. Were you using particular scents to mark parts of the house? It has
been suggested, and I'm thinking that if you did, it would make the most
sense for me to use the same ones -- i.e. vanilla for doorways, sage
for steps, etc.
3. Did you bring a leash? I don't know where I put it if you did.
4. Has he been chipped? Do you know his AVID number if so?
I've taken some pictures, but they are on the other computer. I'll send
some soon.
Susan
He's Playing!!!!
Oh my goodness.
He likes to roughhouse !!!!
Wheeeeeeee...
Gotta go encourage this.
S
With which dog? This is excellent!
really with ME. He kinda bounced up to me and started doing that thing
where he pretends he's butting you with his head....and/or trying to
screw his forehead into the ground. I boxed his ears and he just rolled
around a bit. Soon he and Sammy were doing a bit of playing too,
although Sammy always acts as though anyone who sniffs his butt is
insulting his dignity. He sort of does this jump up and turn around and
gives the offending dog a withering glare of indignation. But Sammy
loves to get me to wrestle with him, so they will be great pals..
Rinchen is still gonna give him a hard time for awhile...He's always a
bit standoffish. He makes me get back up out of bed and go ask him to
join me....Never takes it for granted that I want him to come and sleep
with us....
Seeing him with his longish hair makes me consider (consider !!!!)
letting everyone get a bit longer. Hmmmmm....I have a few weeks to
decide.
Susan
He's PLAYING !!!!! and FIGHTING
but Raji and Panchen had their first knock-down tonight. I was
watching
TV with Panchen next to me on the sofa when Raji jumped up onto my lap.
Panchen probably got cuffed in the process, and flew into a rage at Raji
who raged right back. Luckily I was right in the middle and it was easy
to get them to give it up. They're both pissed off, but...that's life,
and frankly I'm glad to see him engaging even if it's being a crabby
little so and so.
Susan
He's PLAYING!!!! and FIGHTING part 2
Raji had retired to my room after the dustup with Panchen. I just went
and snuggled with her a bit, carried her in and tried to put her on the
other side of my lap, but Panchen lashed out at her. Whaaaaa. Looks
like Panchen will be sleeping in his own bed on the floor tonight. Raji
is not gonna get kicked out of her own bed; he's gonna have to mind his
manners. Last night she slept in the living room, but so did Rinchen,
and I figured it was just a transition. Guess I'll make sure my three
are back to normal before I invite him back up on the bed for sleeping.
Does that sound right to you?
Susan
Absolutely!!
Thanks more and more. I just got two long emails from Gail which I
will
forward to you.
I do not have a crate. Maybe I will just try to fence him into a small
area by my side of the bed. Tethering sounds a bit scary to me.
Good about the non-alpha male perspective. I was thinking they were
vying for "oldest/lamest/most venerable" status. I think you are right,
though, that it is his vulnerability that is the issue.
I'm going to try to put the whole passel of us into the bedroom now, so
I will get back to you again with progress reports tomorrow. Tomorrow I
will also call Avid to get Panchen moved to my account, call the vet for
an appointment, and call the groomer to add him to our appointment later
this month. At the moment, Panchen is sitting on my lap with his chin
on my right forearm as I type. Raji is already in our bed (which is her
usual behavior).
Until tomorrow.
Good night.
Susan
Gail wrote:
just got the message...Firstly...he only lived in the kitchen and the
bedroom and went to pee on the outside porch...I didn't let him have the
run
of the house...and the stairs are gated off...We have a level in house. So
it didn't take long for him to navigate into the kitchen and the
bedroom...and I would open the sliding door to go outside where he might
sit
on a blanket in the sun...You have a lot more territory than I do...I did
not bring a leash...I have one and I have a halter that I can send you...I
would be glad to...I didn't think to bring it. I am assuming the Gompas
are
microchipped. Debby would have that AVID number. I do not...So I didn't
have
to use oils to mark places...altho I certainly used many essential
oils...I
used oil (Jatamansi) on the top of his head at night for calming.and
Rescue
Remedy also.....I never even thought to let him have the run of the
house...My shih tzu who is 16 ,doesn't, but the little shih tzu does. I
trust him not to pee. The rug in the living room, even tho it is clean,
has
been peed on so many times.by foster dogs...so just as a matter of
principle, I don't let the dogs go in there...I changed my ideas about
using
flea control on the dogs several months ago...I would use it if I
absolutely
had to during the summer, but not on a regular basis...I would use baths
instead...Panchen does have a habit of scratching his hind leg on the side
of his body...He started to do that when he came to me..The flaxseed oil
or
fish oil in his food would help...I was using a supplement from Warren
Eckstein...dog behaviorist..just google Warren Eckstein....I just have a
feeling it was from the inoculation he had before he came...Also did you
note the little cyst on the right side of his muzzle? Chris is here and
said
to go to blinddogs.com I would love to see the pics...!!! She also said
to
explain to him the situation about living in a new house now with his
Gompa
family....since I didn't...Panchen wasn't outside in the woods.. just
outside for a little every day...in thinking about the heartworm...Panchen
went in the car with me alot...when I did errands...Like Mac who took care
of Panchen for awhile, said Panchen liked to have a job...He would go to
the
ashram in the morning with me, wait in the car and then when we left, he
knew he would get a muffin...from Fanny's..He likes to be held..He likes
to
watch tv on the couch...He would go to San Francisco to the reflexologist
with me and sit in the chair while I had my treatment and was very
quiet...But I would think what he wasn't able to get with me, being
outside
and exploring the garden and trailing the other dogs is very important for
him...He loved his bed. He had a post by the door in the kitchen...He
liked
to be able to retreat to that spot..his spot...a security for him. How did
he do last night? Did he sleep in the bedroom? Oh yes, he does love a raw
marrow bone...But he is possessive of it...so..Did that help? I will send
you the leash and the harness...The veterinary opthamologist always says
no
collars for dogs with eye stuff...so thats why I use the mesh harness...It
doesn't increase the pressure in their eyeballs like a leash and collar do
in the higher risk dogs...
Oh Gail, that is all very helpful. Thank You. Every bit of information
helps me to understand what I should and shouldn't expect from this
guy. It seems as if he is going to have a lot more room to roam here
and therefore will have to master a lot more. Seems to me that will be
good for him, and I can see already that he is up to the task. He has
spent a lot of time just moving around the rooms, approaching everything
slowly enough that he just bumps and turns and bumps and turns. (Maybe
that cyst is really a callous from navigating with his nose????)
Anyway, he's just going to have to have the run of the house because I'm
in it all the time and moving from room to room. Perhaps if I were away
from the house for long periods I would end up closing him into fewer
rooms, but it's just not how life is here. He will have to learn some
more ups and downs, but already I can see that when he bumps into the
front stoop and I say "up" he gets it that he doesn't have to turn away,
that that is where he can come "up". He's a very smart little cookie.
He hasn't slept in his bed since he's been here, and I'm not sure what
that is about. Well, for one thing, Rinchen took it over right away,
but even when it's been free, he's seemed to be more likely to find a
place very much in the middle of the room and just hunker down there.
I'm sure all that will change. None of my kids have their own beds;
they all rotate and share and roam from bed to bed to bed....there are
just lots of them in various sizes and places, and I'm sure eventually
he'll feel free to to the same.
I did bring him onto the bed with me last night, at which point two of
my three left in indignation. We did a lot of getting up and getting
down and going out and moving from room to room to see if we could find
a comfort zone, but eventually I just had to sleep and ignored them all
for a couple of hours. No one except me seems the worse for wear.
We will definitely have to put him on Advantix here. Fleas and ticks
are rampant.
My dogs have always used harnesses (not collars), so we are used to that
regimen.
My mind is pretty boggled by all of this, so if I'm not terribly
coherent, you will just have to pardon me and wait until the newness
wears off. Thank you again for giving Panchen to us. We will do our
best to deserve him.
Susan and Rinchen and Raji and Sammy
You are very coherent...and the fact that he is
not hiding in his bed is
very good I think...shows he is interested and going to be
comfortable...Alot of being in his bed was out of insecurity and the fact
that he could not be in the same room with B the old tzu....If they
bumped,
they would fight. I didn't realize how small his world was...If he had
gone
into the living room, he would then have gone into Zak's room and Dani's
room and I did not want him to get lost in there and pee in there and
possibly get tangled in computer wires...Our stairs down to Bruce's office
are very steep...no one can go down there except the cat...So its gated
off...Like I said, I love your house...someday I hope I can have a similar
one...very open and esp. with a screened in porch...reminds me of the
sleeping porch in my grandfather's house in Michigan that we all
adored...a
glorified log cabin a block from the beach with two yards...I just want a
house like that...You have a good dog house...Mine is not right now....Yes
I
know...ticks and fleas...ugh...See up here in the hills, fleas were not
too
bad...cause its not so dry and hot as on the flatlands, like in San
Leandro
where my friend Chris, the lhasa person lives.....She had a horrible time
this last summer with her dogs and the fleas and finally had to resort to
Frontline...and I never walked Panchen down the hill...carried
him...didn't
walk him...and yes, he is very smart isn't he??? Debby told me he had the
doggy door at her house so it shouldn't be so much of a challenge to
learn...more later....hope you get some sleep tonight...
Good Morning.
Yeah, we're getting the hang of it. The house is filthy, P peed in the
hall this morning. And I'm still short on sleep. BUT I think we are
making enormous progress.
Last night I did what I said I did and made an enclosure that just fit
around the donut bed that Gail had brought up with him. It was right in
the corner at the head of my bed, so I could reach down and fondle him.
Rinchen and Raji just stayed in the living room. Sammy slept (he's a
champion sleeper) on the other side of me. Well, Panchen wasn't having
any of it. He cried until I picked him up and took him outside for a
check on whether he had to pee. Of course he marked, but that was all.
Back in his cell. Then he barked and barked and barked....sound machine
didn't begin to soothe him. Well, Rinchen and Raji were still
boycotting the bedroom, so I picked him up and tucked him into the side
of me close to the edge of the bed, with Sammy slammed up against the
oher side, and he just slept and slept and slept. Hurrah. In the
morning, Raji came in to get me up, basically ignoring him.
This morning I took him outside, but I'm not used to having to do that,
and I probably wasn't patient enough. Soon after he came back in he was
fretting at a closed door into my office, and that fretting meant he had
to pee. I didn't catch it as his signal, and he peed a small river
there in the hall. Big deal....
He actually seems pretty happy this morning. He scarfed down his
breakfast (Nature's Variety raw); then I took him outside and he had a
nice pale brown solid poop; and right now he's doing justice to his 1/4
of a Jumbo Flossie.
I pushed him in and out the tiny dog door a few times this morning and
scented that with Amber essence. Trouble is now I smell of amber
too.... I think I am going to do very little scenting, going on the
assumption that each of us has his/her own scents (as you mentioned).
I mean even I can tell the difference between Sammy's smell and any
other dog's smell; I just love how he smells, by the way; and if I
can, I'm sure a blind dog can.
I think Sammy and Panchen are going to pair up much the way Raji and
Rinchen are paired. One older one younger; the older acting more like
the younger in a lot of cases.
I just noticed that he seems to be missing his bottom front teeth? Is
that right? Which reminds me, so I can tell the vet, maybe you have a
brief list of his medical history? Maybe the glaucoma surgery is the
only thing, but Gail didn't seem to have any medical information except
the papers you sent with him when he was shipped to her. Re the
Glaucoma surgery, remind me of the date and description. P will be
going to the same veterinary group (3 women) who have been taking care
of my three since I got Rinchen who had to be operated on immediately
for Cherry Eye. They are familiar with me and my Gompas....
Time to drink some tea and ....
Susan
PS I still have the little carrying front pack I got when I first got
Rinchen. I may try putting P into it today while I run the vacuum....
Tea !!!!!
Panchen's second morning
He's sitting beside me here in the armchair as I type this.
He's very calm. All the other kids are in nap mode in various places.
Raji is probably back up on my bed, as she's the only one I can't see
from here, and that's where she usually is at this time of the morning.
On Friday at 10:20 we see the vet.
On the 24th he goes to Kathy for grooming.
Everything is on track!!!
I love this little guy.
Susan
well well well
Another blindness dustup and a pollyanna moment.
Just a bit ago all the dogs were sleeping in various parts of the living
room and I took the opportunity to go into the bedroom to vacuum. Just
as I was stopping, I heard Panchen screach, and I ran out just in time
to see that Sammy had hurled himself into the chair, scared the p*** out
of Panchen, and Panchen had screamed and bitten. Okay, then, your
diagnosis was right on target. Blindness not aggression is the
problem. We can handle all that.
Back to finish vacuuming it occurred to me that perhaps both Sammy and
Raji will learn not to hurl themselves into laps without invitation???
They both do it. My personal perspective is always a slight apology and
a shrug.....the dogs live here, we hardly have any guests, hope you
don't mind....It IS their house, afterall. Anyway, it would still be a
better thing if they waited to be invited, and maybe Panchen will teach
them something I've been too lackadaisical to bother with.
We're climbing the learning curve....
Susan
Panchen the Perfect
So as of today, he's officially "got it". He likes the arm chair.
He's
okay with the leather sofa (kinda cold). He likes the furry thing on
the floor.
He'd rather stay inside....thank you.
When he got fidgety a while back I figured I'd take him out. So, I
picked him up and carried him out the front door. Put him on the deck
(one step down to the walkway). He followed my voice and sorta stumbled
on the step at the same time that I said "down". Then I said "okay, go
pee". So he found his favorite nearest tiny bush and lifted his leg.
Then he went back up the step, along the deck, turned right and went up
two steps, went across the porch and up the step into the living room,
found the grey furry thing on the floor and went back to sleep.
I'm impressed !!!!
and in love....
Susan
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We have now reached a level of comfort when I don't think you have to
worry about leaving me alone for the week. I am an internet addict.
I'm online all day and so I may send you a bunch of messages as I think
of things. But I will know that you have a life and won't expect to
hear back immediately. Panchen is asleep in the other armchair (the one
that used to be mine), and the other three are sleeping in various
places on the floor and in beds close by. He's doing so well that I
can't imagine we will have any need for "help" or "information" in a
hurry now.
Last night (night 3), I just pulled Panchen into bed on the side of me
between the edge of the bed and where the other dogs usually sleep.
Only Sammy slept with us. Raji and Rinchen stayed in the living room.
I have to say it was very comfortable to be in the middle of the bed
with only one dog on each side. And neither Raji nor Rinchen seems
upset by this change. Who knows how long it will last for. It doesn't
seem worrisome. As soon as Raji realized that Panchen had moved into
the living room, she came and laid down with me for a while.. It is all
working out...
We will still probably have to do without bells since my dogs don't wear
collars. (All their ID stuff is on their harnesses, which they only
wear when we leave the property, which at this point is only about once
a month for the groomer.) If, on the other hand, you know of or find a
source of GOOD small bells, I'd reconsider. A few years ago I went
looking for bells for either the dogs or cats or something, and couldn't
find anything that was tiny and had a good sound. I'd bell them if I
could find real melodic bells; everything I could find that was small
just jangled or clanged.
So, all is well and you can go on with your life knowing you have made
a match that has made our life quite heavenly.
Susan

Panchen is doing beautifully.
Susan
Hello there, and I'll bet you are looking forward to your weekend.
Yesterday I took Panchen to the vet, and she seemed generally pleased
with him. She reminded me that when I first started going to her I was
a "cat person". How life has changed....
I'm guess I'm not going to get Panchen licensed here, which will mean
that no one will be showing up to hassle me about Rabies every few
years. (I need to figure out how to get out of doing that to Rinchen
and Sammy without having the county come looking for me when I don't
renew their licenses. I'll be trying to stay apprised of the Rabies
Project stuff; is there a website I should have bookmarked?)
My vet's take on the vaccinations was "I wouldn't recommend any for him
at this age...." Good.
And, today the vet's office called to report that all his lab work
looked normal and that he tested negative for heartworm. Apparently
that will tell us that he didn't have heartworm 6 months ago. In 6
months we will test him again, just to be sure nothing developed since
then. Meanwhile, he can be put on Heartgard, which I will do asap.
Dr. Leavy did look at his cyst, but we (I) forgot to ask her what she
thought about it. She will call later in the week and I will ask her
then. I just checked with Gail to ask her when it had shown up, and she
said he had it when he arrived at her house. I had not realized that,
or I would have asked you about it. Did you ever get a vet's opinion on
it or have it biopsied or any of that? No sense putting Panchen or my
bank account through any tests that we really don't need.
All that and heaven too.
He's acclimating beautifully.
So are we.
Susan
Panchen seems to be doing very well. Sometimes I worry, but I'm a
worrier by nature, so that's not surprising. I worried when I woke up
this morning and found he had pooped and peed in the living room (I'm
pretty sure he had pooped before bedtime, so I probably just missed his
signals when he jumped off the bed and went into the other room); I
worried this morning when he and Rinchen went at it (Rinchen lost more
hair than Panchen did, as far as I can tell.) But....the worry is
always followed by triumph. Soon after breakfast he made a beeline for
an open door, went down 4 steps I had no idea he could navigate, and
pooped when he hit the dirt; and today when I came home from having
left them all alone in the house for the first time, they ALL came
running to the door to greet me. All in all, I think we are all doing
very very well. Truth is my Sammy is pretty neurotic (sometimes I even
think schizophrenic), Rinchen is always mean to visiting dogs, Raji
hates ALL human males, and Panchen has just brought a new and slightly
different set of oddities to the table.
Yesterday I took him wine tasting with me, and he was -- as always --
the center of attention. He really loves to ride around in the pack.
We got to a friend's house where there were two small dogs, and he got
right out (peed on the floor, which was absolutely my fault since every
other time I've taken him out of the pack, my first words to him have
been "go pee") and generally made himself at home.
On Thursday he will be getting his hair cut short when all four of the
kids go to the groomers.
All is well here.
Susan
Panchen's haircut
1/26/2008
Okay, okay, he's not so very regal looking anymore.
In fact, he looks downright dorky.
But, hey, who cares, right????!!!!
He was pretty severely matted underneath his gorgeous coat, so this
first cut was a bit more drastic than future ones may be. Also, when I
went to pick him up, Cathy had still left his ears longer than I wanted,
so I chopped them when we got home -- so it's not his fault if he looks
a bit silly.
We've had days of rain with a brief dry spell this morning -- whew.
For two days I've taken him outside to pee and poop and he has
resolutely headed for the door. Forget it he says....I want to go
inside where it's dry. This morning's brief respite gave him a chance
to get a head start on the next rains, and I can stop about his needing
to go out and take a much needed visit to the Y for a dip in the warm
warm pool.
All is well here.
Susan
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Clearly, today, everyone in the house is beginning to feel
comfortable.
My dogs, who have been wary, have finally gotten it that there really is
enough to go around. Panchen seems to understand now that no one is
jostling him on purpose. The anxiety has left and we are now in full
enjoyment of our bigger family.
And Panchen is looking better by the minute. The new ends of his
haircut are beginning to fall into place; he's looking up instead of
holding his head down; he comes running to the door when I come
home....
Blah, blah, blah....
I think the story is now complete.
Susan
Meet here Panchen, Gompa Apso from Tibet.

Panchen's posture gets more upright by the day.
Here are the four gompas all doing their Sunday morning snoozes.
Your library pictures are stunning.
Katy's picture of Panchen is excellent. She did a good job of dealing
with the blindness without showing his eyes specifically.
Susan


Here's what a nice sunny day can do even for an "Old Blind Dog"





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Hi Debby: Do we want to think about sending Panchen on the plane?
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Debby: Have you read Bones Would Rain from the Sky? I came across this passage a couple days ago as I contemplate my old dogs mortality....(I hate it....) The way she helps me understand this is so brilliant....On page 296...."Just above a dog's paw, where rough pad curves in fullness outward and upward and then, giving way to fur, turns back in toward the body, there is a hollow. That hollow fits my thumb as if made by my own thumbprint long ago, perhaps in another lifetime when I was handmaiden to a minor goddess.. If even a minor goddess is granted the powers to shape things in small ways, then I might have asked for just one thing for the future me: this hollow here just above a dog's paw. And I would have asked for this so that at some moment in the future the perfect fit of my thumb into that place would serve as a reminder that since time out of mind, for lifetimes without measure, my soul and this dog's had been together, intertwined in the great ocean of life. In wondering if the hollow was shaped to fit my thumb or my thumb to fill that hollow, I would remember that we are all holder and held, teacher and taught, guide and guided. I would set this hollow here for my future self to remember that even when a heartbeat no longer pulsed faintly under my hands, when my thumb reluctantly stilled its gentle rhythms of stroking the soft fur, our connection would go on. In this simple, sweet hollow, I would mark the dog as my fellow traveler and my teacher. How do we possibly measure the grace granted us by our dogs?"
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On a clear day
Rise and 1ook around you
And you'll see who you are
On a clear day
How it will astound you
That the glow of your being
Outshines every star
You’ll feel part of every mountain sea and shore
You can hear
From far and near
A word you’ve never, never heard before...
And on a clear day...On a clear day...
You can see forever...
And ever...
And ever...
And ever more. . .
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Au Revoir, Panchen!! Hope you have a wonderful flight and enjoy your new home, little one. Vickie
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I have a thangka of Tara from an exhibit in New Mexico I got several yrs. ago with a Buddha statue in front of it....temporarily it was sitting in the corner of my bedroom.....I saw Panchen stand in front of it for a couple of minutes....and had the thought that he knew what it was and was paying homage...Chris said pictures have vibrations....(I have learned that from having pics of my spiritual teachers....but I thought differently of this pic of a deity....silly, I guess...really the same thing.....) This dog is different from any I have had before.....very thoughtful....I know he was meant to be here with us.....I think he is glad to have several warm beds and good company....
also....I am keeping my fingers crossed and watching each day.....He does seem to know the difference betweeen outside and inside....So I haven't really kept a belly band on.!..........(and there are probably so many smells in the bedroom rug....its so old...) but he has managed to show very good manners in the potty area so far....(I really hate belly bands..and they seem that they would be uncomfortable to a dog like him with such long hair)..(..and I really have not missed anything...)
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So he might be tentative because of the traffic....it might just take awhile for him to be comfortable...We could do a little at a time.............I am glad he's with me, too....
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Its just too many new people for him to have to deal with I think.....He knows we are his main caretakers....................
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I like this guy (http://www.dogtorj.net/id5.html).....and what he has to say about food allergies and animals (and humans)................Panchen is a Yogi dog....I made kitchari the other day (for me)....staple diet of Indian yogis ...rice and mung dal with spices and ginger for easy digestion and Panchen was smellling it so enthusiastically.....
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What shampoo have you used for Panchen? (very gentle, it would seem...) didn't know if I was supposed to write you or the blog? He is going to be groomed tomorrow by an experienced lhasa groomer who Chris has gone to for years......but I wanted to bring my own shamp
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Thank you for that info.!!....so much to learn....love the different colors.....P is still inhabiting the cave under my bed.....I hope he does ok at the groomers...She is lhasa savvy....we'll see if she is Gompa savvy....yes...will let you know...
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Took P. to the eye doc because I am there almost every week getting eye meds for the other guys...Dr. Hacker checked him and confirmed his condition...said just to watch for any goopy eye...and he had a cataract in one eye...Just wanted to know I didn't have to put anything in the eyes...Course I had to tell the receptionist and the tech and Dr. H. about Panchen and where he came from...He was sitting on my lap with his head in the crook of my arm...and one other owner asked why he was so quiet and calm....She said he either must be sick or old...I said to myself, no he is just yogi dog....People don't really know about the people's lhasas versus the lama's lhasas...(why should they?) and I was wondering how I ever got to this point where I have a lama's dog from a far corner of the world...
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Thank you Debby..I think the blog is wonderful..Since I am at home and don't have a real job right now and been a little under the weather the last few weeks..(.I fell over my dog gate...wasn't paying attention and bruised some ribs and smashed on my right knee.....a few weeks ago....I was hurting and so mad at myself for doing something stupid and I couldn't walk well...I was so mad!!!!!! I am much better and realize I must get stronger) The blog is a very important connection for me...I just want to know more..There is something about the dogs and my connection with them....Its just so much a part of me I can't explain...and Chris also....We feel we are just crazy and loony about them...(Well, I felt a little less crazy when Bruce showed me the cover of Business Week and the main article in the Pet Economy...says Americans now spend $41 Billion on their pets....very interesting...what does that speak to? I am very excited about your Open House and Chris and I already talked about trying to get to you....Hopefully we can figure out how to get away for a couple days.. I am getting ready to take a Panchen picture...
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Simon and Garfunkel’s lyrics to Bridge Over Troubled Water come
to mind as you celebrate Silver Dog’s birthday…”Sail on ‘Silver boy’, sail on
by. Your time has come to shine. If you need a friend I’m sailing right
behind…Like a bridge over troubled water…”
Kathy
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good suggestions...I really need to get him to walk...easier for him on level ground...because I have taken him into San Francisco to the reflexologist and he has walked to her office...cause its level and there are lots of smells....He has been better!!!!!!!!!!!!!! didn't bark at all last night..I am doing baby steps....God, sometime I would like to have a normal big lug kind of dog again.....like Sam or Sita...who is hearty...Panchen is sort of like that, just blind...yes..I would like to check in once a week...He also has been sleeping beside me and I think that makes him feel better. If he goes with me in the morning, that is a good start to the day... I like that...He knows he is going with me and I think he feels good about that....This is good Debby, thank you. I wish I lived closer. This is why the world of dog shows and all that stuff is so far away and foreign to me because I just want to enable my guys to be healthy and live a good quality of life....But this training stuff is very important
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